Futility Is A State To Avoid - Or Get Out Of Quick
Futility. What is the point of having a page about that? Would that not be a useless waste of time? But in the same way we need to appreciate black to understand white better. To feel the wind in our faces and the sun warming our bodies. To feel the rain and see drifting snow. And more to appreciate the nature and the seasons. How can we understand efficiency, effective and satisfying without also knowing uselessness and its effect on us? Futility. Hmmmmmmmm? But how often do we have to sample something to find its nature? How often to we have to do something to realize this is not for us? How often do we have to partake of the negative to not want it any more? To have found its nature and rejected it? Or is by partaking of the negative and the fruitless - too many times - we find ourselves caught in its vortex? Unable to escape. Has its nature become ours? Are we able to free ourselves? Do we realize that we need to free ourselves from its clutches? Or are we too far gone? Do they have power of their own, or are we feeding them? Are we creating our own downfall? - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Of course this is the dark side of things. Not many things perhaps have this power to take us over or to cling on and not let go. But we do need to be careful in what we do. In what we place our faith. In what we trust. Futility. All is not always as it seems. At times like these words can be very powerful - healing, soothing, comforting, relaxing . . . The power of words . . . If we let them filter through and allow the words their power to move and rejuvenate. Let them gently and slowly impact on our lives as we read - and in the future when we recall their meaning for us. I hope this futility page will do this and more. I hope these futility examples will help to express life in an insightful, penetrating but easy to read manner. And help us to question the lives we lead and the manner in which we live them. I can see the futility of it all to avoid life's dance or forestall what is to come it may me maul can I my life wrap up in mothball For things seem so hard you know my friends try to help me, but my ego gets in the way and off they go to find pastures new amidst life's glow And I am left alone at the last I wish it were different but time is so fast approaching and my life I have bypassed looking at others shows me the contrast They are happy and seem carefree I am sulking and often angry they are content, I am just empty why is life for me so beastly Is it something I have done to explain why people leave me alone or is it in my brain or mind 'tis true I have this whirlpool of a daily grind And nothing ever seems to get through to me, though others happiness does not seem new I just wish some would wash off on me if only I could feel that I was free Why am I so ineffective of situations I just seem captive and the hurdles they appear so massive I wish I was not so passive And could become more efficient events, actions, just seem me to confront with difficult problems, solutions are errant why is success always a distant entrant In my life, I wish it were not so maybe I should turn off my pilot auto and take a bigger part in life and not forego life's wonders, pleasures, joys, me they have given a big heave-ho Life is so fruitless I am no actress upon what basis is my life this blackness Each day makes me breathless I need get on with my business of finding depth, joy and calmness in each day, and life's rich canvass And then I might see through the dimness of my making and with others discuss how they seem so real and fearless with myself I need show tenacity and frankness Why do I feel so empty what makes me angry I look around blankly why is life so blustery I need find life's rich bounty go within and see more cheery experience and tackle life briskly find life's contentment, but I'd do with candy I am so vain should I just from life abstain I lose myself in life's chicane and feel for all such sheer disdain I need snap out of this negative thoughts need to dismiss see that much is amiss surrender, accept, feel life's bliss
This is oh so trivial it should be central I would settle for cordial and avoid the dreadful Life seems to dwindle and seems so fickle is this why I do fumble life is real and no gamble Happy with my lot and gentle ever hopeful and also helpful but which is me in this jumble is my life an island or just the jungle All best, Martin
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